Busy Wed

Today i got up at 7am and yes i said Am lol! I got partly ready and Liz came over to help me go threw stuff. She even brought me breakfast now how amazing is that. My breakfast i was going to eat had no protein so thank you! I finished getting ready adn she folded my laundry. Thank you! I really hope she didn't think i was a horder. I know i had a ton of clothes. Some people might ahve had a heart attack to see what i had. And most of them i never even wore anymore and some had tags still on them. We went threw the clothes and made keep pile, try on pile and a what was i thinking pile. I tried on try on pile. I lost a lot of weight in the last few months and i needed new clothes but have no money now to buy new clothes. So i just found about 3 sack full of clothes i can wear, new wardrobe!!!!YA! I gained like about in some progress of time about 110 lbs since i had gotten married. so since June i have lost about 43 lbs and i am going to keep going. I think she took out to her car 12 sacks full of clothes. And we haven't even gotten to my closet in the bedroom yet! Okay I work at Macys if you didn't know! I ahve worked there for 13 years! I had so much fun this morning. We laughed and i think she thought my reactions to some stuff was funny! I went to work just right after. I was so tired today. I wasn't sure if i was going to make it threw the day! Sometimes i feel like my list is never ending. I for some reason in my head I never feel like what i got done that day was enough. Sometimes this is where my sleep problem comes into. I feel like there isn't enough time to sleep, there is work to do ad i know i need to work on this! Good night!

Sad!!!!!! thur/friday!

Thursday night i got really sad. I am moving and had to face reality. I am a super extra sensitive person. I will mis living by my best friend Jennifer B, borrow things from each other was fun, trading meals or sharing meals and treats was so super fun also. I will miss when i just wanted to talk i could go down the street(but that won't stop me i will just drive farther) but most of all i will miss being in the same ward w her, but no matter what i will still be her cheerleader and if she needs me i will go to 6 hours of church cause it is worth the sacrifice! And I was also super sad cause someone(LIZ) cried that night in front of me and told me how amazing i am and strong and how she didn't knnow if she could do what i have gone threw. I really wanted to just cry, i did little tears but that is nothing for me. I do not know what is with me and sitting on the floor and crying. But i just wanted to sit on the floor and cry like no tomorrow. But i had to hold it together. So i went home and than i cried for like 5 hours, i am not kidding. So of course i was in no shape to go to work the next day! so i went to spend time at her house that day, she did have company in the morning for a bit. I was so sad that day also and cried a few times their. Her 2 little girls cheered me up even if they didn't know they did. I know this ones name Baby Bug asked to sit on my lap in computer room, and she just cuddled agianst me for a while...that was like loves for me. Her(Liz) sister came over in the afternoon to work on a quilt and i was told i had to take a nap, i think her name should be changed from skinny sis to bossy sis(lol) JK! I love it! I didn't sleep well even w my medicine to help me relax and sleep for some reason it didn't work to well at least not till way later(weird never happened before) Writing this makes me cry. It is bittersweet...i am so greatfull for the friendship i have gained ad will have the rest of my life, what a blessing that is. I know people come into our lives for a reason and also at certian times also But i am sad to move. I love my neighbors, I love this area, i love my ward, i love the specail person i sit w every sunday. i am so greatful for the strength i received from her even if she thinks she didn't give me that much, yes i know it comes from within but the seed is planted by someone and that is huge and you water it, give it sunshine and so on annd it grows. I know i will be near by and she will be a huge part of my life! And i still plan to come to dinner every sunday and dinner and FHE on monday! And hang out other days too. I would say i hope she doesn;t mind i invited myself but she invited me really! I love you!

New Moon--Nov 09' oh Edwarddddd....LOL

On friday the 20th of nov me ad my best friend Jennifer went out to dinner to the olive garden oh my like one of my and her fav places to go...Yummy food and we even got dessert i remember she got raspberry cheese cake ad i got chocolate mouse pie that was to die for! We are huge Twilight fans..i have read all the books she hasn't yet but i will get her to read them. But needless to say i am a supper extreme obsessive fan. I am like oh where is my Edward!!!! My friend Jennifer is so funny she goes around the house calling her husband edward all day. The Edward in the movie is nothig compared to the edward in the book. After Dinner we went to See new moon. I thought it was very good! I decided i should start rereading the books at that point and i was up to the third one but i got busy w other stuff and got delayed but i will get back to it sometime. When i was on spring break vacation last year i got twilight(dvd) and my nieces watched it and became obsessed also lol. So for her birthday which was in Aug but her mom was hugely prego w twins and so i took my niece Cali in Nov 21 Sat out to celebrate her birthday. I came to pick her up adn she was already sporting her twilight tee shirt, her dad went and got her. She was so cute she was so excited to go out w me and to see the movie. First we went to lunch at primos amd than we went to the movie. I know she had a good time. She told me so loved the movie. I had a really good time and enjoyed spending some one on one time w cali. Now i know new moon is at the dollar theater and i would love to go one more time before it is gone 3rd time is a charm.

halloween 09

On Halloween gayle came over and brought the kids by. Maddilynn was a fairy and Lilly was an angel and i let william borrow the costume i think we guessed it was from lillo and stitch i had thought it was from winney the pooh but i got schooled and was told it wasn;t by one of the chidren lol. Kids know there cartoon stuff. Some how i am missing a pic of Ben and i don't even remember what he was. One of our step sisters made Gayles costume. I say one cause i forgot which made it. But she did a really good job. gayle looked so cute. I gave out candy to the kids. i always enjoy handing out candy to the kids and seeing there reaction some are so funny. I remember one child sayng to her brother how sad she was sad and that she wanted that same candy adn how this was a cool house and so i decided to chuck the candy at her across the yard. I am thinking she probably thinks i am crazy but she got the biggest smile and her face when she picked it up off the ground. I usually dress up for work but this year i didn;t but the year before i was a kitty cat.

finishing old projects aug 09

Okay one sunday i had a bunch of my family over at the end of summer of 09. Lisa made a comment asking how long my guest bathroom had been like that for(maybe 4 years). She told me of a story where here bathroom had been like that and her mother in law came ad finished it up for her(very nice). So i decided it was time to finish the bathroom and so i did!

Aug 2009 remembering the good times at the Cabin in McCall, ID

Our family had a cabin that was in the family since i can ever remember. It was in McCall, ID. Our cabin was even on the lake side it was just a 5 min walk to the beach or in the winter time you could slide down the hill to the frozen lake. I think my grandpa bought it before i was even born and it was a tiny one bedroom( i do remember) and all us grandkids would sleep in the little small like shed like thing that had like 4-h camp like bunkbeds. I remember it seemed so cool cause we got to sleep in different buliding then the adults and could stay up all night playing games and stuff. We even had an outhouse, lol! yes for real but there was in door plumping also. When i was like 7 or so they tore it all down and rebuilt a 2 story cabin. It was 4 bedrooms w a huge loft that had 4 queen size bed and one twin(that is where the kids slept). We had so many memories as a family there, some good times. This past fall the family decided to sell it as in the cost of it was getting to be to much w the taxes and stuff. And the family grew too big to share it anymore, there was just to much family invloved. So sadly no more memories in McCall at our cabin. I have heard the people are already starting to remodel it. But we went up there in Aug for the last time and i will share those last memories w you guys.

So i went up to the cabin w Lisa(pregnant w twins), Andrea(Pregnant and visiting from AZ) my mother, Rebecca and her Friend Maggie. SO it was a pretty good time expect for all the hormones coming from the two pregnant girls. I just learned to say at the beach all day and either lay out in the sun, swim in the lake or play in the sand w the kids. I was so happy to just stay at the beach ad watch the kids all day i will tell ya! We stayed up there as i believe for many days during the week. And i really enjoyed playing in the sand w the kids(especailly Andreas since i don't get to see them anymore since they moved so far away). I will post some pics here of the kids i did not bury them in the sand they did that on there own!

pain in the tooth..march 09-almost the end of the year

In march of 09 i started having the worst tooth pain that turned into be a nightmare. I was on vacation in AZ when the first sign of the pain came on. I think my sisters thought i was a grouch but you try having the worst pain you ever felt in your mouth. I wasn't a happy girl till i got some pain killers and an antibiotic on our trip. Over a period of many months i lost count how many times they redid the root canal..4..5..6...and after i went to a specailist i found out that all along i had a forth canal in the back molar. but when i went one time to make things worst i got this sore in my mouth that took over 2 weeks to go away and it just added to the pain i was in. It even left a scare in my mouth on the gum tissue. I had to miss so many days of work. I would say this was my worst experience for 2009! So i thought i would share this gross pic w everyone. One pic is from one day and the next is from the very next day. Sorry if i grosses you out! lol